The big day was here! We woke up as usual, finished up our routine, wheeled our bags out for pickup and walked out of the hotel. The kind receptionist at the hotel had told us already that to resume our walk we had to go a specific way, or we would add a couple of kilometers to the walk. Having had that experience before, we followed her instructions and walked out in the dark and crossed the road just as she asked us to, when a lady, obviously a pilgrim walked up to us and asked us if we knew how to get back on the Camino. So we asked her to just walk with us.
And that is how, for a few hours we acquired a new friend. She was from Los Angeles and had walked much farther than us and was actually with a group, but preferred to walk by herself and so had left earlier than her group did. Unfortunately, she also had a sick doggy at doggy daycare back home and was calling family back home for updates and such and we felt sorry that her last day was marred by such worries.
She perfectly matched our pace and so we walked on. We hit our first break about an hour and a half into our walk and as usual we enjoyed our coffee with toast and croissants. I forgot to mention Spanish omelettes here. Potatoes and eggs in a dense omelette, something that was familiar to me though because I made it at home pretty often, it was filling and tasty. Another yummy treat we enjoyed was the torta de Santiago, a delicious almond meal cake that we ate first in Portomarin, and again, this was something I made at home but tasting it in Spain made it extra special.
We resumed our walk and kept a wary eye on the grey clouds gathering in one corner of the sky and the wind that seemed to be picking up a bit. When we took our second break, our friend chose to keep walking and promised us that we would meet at the Cathedral. So we became a trio again. And the kilometers kept peeling away,15,then 12 and then 10 where there was a marker to celebrate the proximity to the Cathedral.
Vincent had cajoled me into checking out a Panaderia in a little place about a kilometer off the track. We dutifully walked there, only to find it closed...most villages we walked through were tiny hamlets and agriculture was the main business I'm assuming. So there was no 9 to 5 office to go to. Hence the lazy like Sunday morning feeling all the way.
The Crusades were part and parcel of Christian history but the Camino had been too. It seemed to have fallen out of favor for a few centuries but regained its popularity in the last few decades. I could imagine pilgrims from centuries ago, walking the same path we walked, wondering when they would catch a glimpse of the cathedral. They obviously had had a much more harder time than we did, what with our luggage transfer service and such. They probably didn't have Merrel and Hoka shoes and Osprey backpacks and REI socks and Columbia hats and quick dry towels and warm beds and hot food. They probably walked barefoot, relied on the goodwill of the monastries strewn along the way and the charity of strangers. They didn't book hotels ahead of them, or stretch their feet on cushioned beds at the end of the day. They didn't have restrooms at every place the need arose to relieve themselves. They didn't shoot the breeze at the end of the day at the ever present restaurants and bars now along the Camino. They came from all around the continent. I have read in a lot of historical fiction/ non fiction about monarchs making the pilgrimage. But all of them, kings and paupers, had the same goal we did. Walk to God, the omnipresent being, waiting in a Church for you.
Our goal was to get to the Cathedral for the noon pilgrim mass and we seemed to be making good time. The wind picked up though but it was cool comfort for sweaty walkers and we relished it - until, the splatter of rain drops jolted us to reality. Out came the ponchos and we quickly helped each other cover ourselves and our backpacks up properly in the now blowing wind. And we kept walking, the rain wasn't heavy exactly, but the wind made it difficult to walk easily as we had did all these days. The kilometers, however kept winding down.
With almost 5 kilometers left, we spied the town. Wow!! More than a year of anticipation, and here were were, we could stretch out our hands and feel the prize. We hurried along.
One of my friends had a tough time with her feet hurting badly, but she asked me to hurry and not wait for her, because we were just a few kilometers away and it was close to 11.00 o' clock by then.
The rain died down and we walked on. Almost 2.5 kilometers left, the town began and then all our walking was through main streets and traffic. And we walked on.
Finally, finally we walked in through a narrow street and right into the square in front of the Cathedral! It was anticlimatic in own way. No fanfare..you don't walk towards the Cathedral in front of you ..you enter through a side path and suddenly you are there! Ah, the magnificence!
But it was 11.50 a.m and I had to hurry to get to mass. My sweet co-pilgrims, literally stripped off my poncho and my back pack and pushed me off to go to mass, promising to wait in the square for me. I walked to the side door, only to find a loooong line of people, mostly pilgrims I assumed, waiting to get in. I got in line and managed to walk into the cathedral 10 minutes past 12.00, but in time for the First Reading. Translator in hand on the app on my phone, I found a huge column close to the back, in the fully packed Church, to rest my tired back on, and attended the Spanish mass. The culmination of all of our efforts. Sharing the sign of peace, brought tears to my eyes. Strangers all, but sharing the promise of peace in a 815 year old Cathedral, what more could one want?
Life throws so much at us, good and bad. But at the end of the day, it is our ability to see beyond our physical being, the mortal coil, to what lies beyond, that certain feeling, that awareness that makes us who we are. I am someone who prides myself on learning the hard way ( or maybe, easy way, thanks to Noe?), that life is merely the mundane act of breathing and eating and excreting and rinsing and repeating. Everything else is optional. Take away food and water and you are dead. Take away anything else, you are still alive and kicking. Unhappy maybe, but alive nonetheless. So happiness is ironically, optional too. But Maslow was right, once you have an assurance that your basic needs are met, you look outwards and upwards.
Beauty catches your eye, touches your heart, moves you. Poverty and want saddens you, makes you depressed. Love awakens you, sustains you. Betrayal breaks you,causes you to crumble. But through it all, your body muscles on. Hunger cannot be assuaged without food, but happiness can defer food for later. So, your mind and body are intertwined and inevitably symbiotically wedded, for better and for worse.
Tweak one and you tweak the other.
For three 50+ year old women, who aren't exactly fitness freaks, this 114 kilometer journey was a challenge. Mind over body. One foot in front of the other. Rest and repeat. Feed the body, feed the soul. Stretch the body to its limits, and let your mind take over. Resilient.
But you turn the corner on that narrow side street and look up, mouth agape...and your body disappears...it is all mind. You drink in the majesty of the cathedral,which to me seemed wider than tall. The square seemed enormous, but inviting, beckoning you to come and rest your weary feet and aching body. The smooth, cold stony floor of the square feels cool and almost massages the feet. The crowd mills about, loud and ecstatic, but you can still focus. The cathedral looms over you and you feel tiny, insignificant. But you also feel big. You have achieved what you set out to do. You might have only started in Sarria, but you got to the Compostela de Santiago. And that is that.
Ultreia et suseia - forward and upward. Buen Camino!